Denise Levertov: Witness

April 18, 2008

Sometimes the mountain
is hidden from me in veils
of cloud, sometimes
I am hidden from the mountain
in veils of inattention, apathy, fatigue
when I forget or refuse to go
down to the shore or a few yards
up the road, on a clear day,
to reconfirm
that witnessing presence.
 

The local people looked as if they were trying to make sense of what they were seeing.  They had always been told that you would die in a matter of minutes if you fell into the water with your clothes on, and now they were watching someone in a swimsuit climbing out of the water.

(The New Yorker, April 21, 2008, p56)

I paused in mid-stroke when I noticed a scarlet jellyfish the size of an apple moving toward me.  The tentatcles, fire red and thick as spaghetti strands, trailed behind; they were six or seven feet long, and I knew that they would hurt if I touched them.  As I swerved right, my left hand grazed the dome and I recoiled.  Staring down into the sea, I saw hundreds of these red jellyfish.  They were beautiful–like flowers blossoming in an underwater garden–and terrifying.  I pulled my hands in tight under my body, trying to get higher in the water so that I wouldn’t get stung.

A tentatcle grazed the soft underside of my arm, and if felt like a very bad bee sting.  Reacting, I swung wide and hit something else.  It appeared to be a small clear jellyfish, but it had four creased sides that were edged with purple and glowed.  It looked magical.  I stopped to examine it more closely, treading water as I tried to understand how it was propelling itself.  I coldn’t see any kind of cilia or jet, but I saw another clear jellyfish, this one edged with glowing pink, and another that was edged with neon green. 

(The New Yorker, April 21, 2008, p64)